Is that true? I miss him and we're not even together right now. Well, we're together before but then I broke up with him. Aku selalu cakap yang siapa mintak clash dia yang ternanti-2 orang tu tapi time aku mintak? Yess aku bodoh. And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat. And just now, another boy came into my life. Ya Allah dia baik sangat and dia berharap kat aku. Tapiii aku still sayangkan 'dia'. Aku still nak perbaiki diri aku supaya kitorang boleh back together. Hahhh, then? Hahhh I wanna kill myself

P/s: I'm sorry I N, I'm still loving him till my last breath. I wish I never be with him before I met you. True, no lying.